I have been visibly absent in blog land. It started with longer stretches in between posts. Then longer. And longer.
I seem to have lost my focus along the way.
I forgot why I started doing this in the first place.
It all began with a significant anniversary and a guest post at the lovely and talented Jessica's at Oh, The Joys. And the responses filled me up.
I started blogging to let out the pent up emotions of the past and to try my hand at writing. And I found empathy and friendship and even bloggy hook-ups.
And it felt terrific.
And then the pack came back and I stopped. I did all of the things that just plunge me deeper into the abyss.
Isolating, no exercising, not writing.
The recipe for depression for me.
Because I was doing nothing I felt that I had nothing to write about.
So today I start again.
I am going to yoga, walking and running. I am going in to my studio again.
And I am here.
It may start slowly but start I must.
Labels: bloggy girlfriend, depression